Like my thoughts. I really wanna keep up on keeping up. So I will. It’s Saturday of my thanksgiving break, final exams week are not this week, but the next. And I am scared. I found out I got a 62.2% d on my last exam in bio and just thinking about it makes me sick. Yet, I haven’t studied. I need help. I need God.
On thanksgiving day I had a mini feast at home with Martin and Mimi and I decided that from now on I will just cook our own food. So Martin and I won’t have to go out of our comfort zones for a nice meal. Plus it’s good practice for when I have to start doing that shit. But anywho, after the meal I got a horrible headache. So I took a nap thinking it would help. It didn’t. It got worse. Ot was terrible. Throbbing for hours. Finally I made myself throw up thinking that if sugar is making my blood pressure rise, I have to stop digesting it. And afterwords I took ibuprofen. It helped. The throbbing was still there but the pain wasn’t. So that was my thanksgiving. Taking it easy finishing Freaks and Geeks and starting to watch Dawson’s Creek.
Yesterday I went to work. Got paid. Came home. Ate pie. Went to Lola’s. it was nice. Soon i will be able to spend more time with her.
I’m really scared to know that I am going to get a c in bio :(((( but my physics keeps going up. :D