“I now know why people with eating disorders refuse to eat anything.”—Besides the whole body image thing. After not eating for so long, the hunger pains go away. As soon as you give your body something to digest, I think it remembers that food is it’s fuel. And the hunger pains start up again, IT’S JUST A VICIOUS CYCLE.
my family finally started to realize how stressed out i am
just the dark circles around my eyes caused by not getting good sleep, not talking much because i’m mentally exhausted and talking is really a waste of my energy at this point, and not eating because that’s a waste of life.
really, those aren’t huge signs that i’m not exaggerating about school and all the homework i’m getting. no, not at all.
i just want to be left with my dog in my house&some chai.
Yesterday S. and I realized how sad it is that the kids that get attention at our school for their photography don’t have the slightest idea what photography is really about and that all but maybe one picture in the art show is generic.
I was really bummed when I realized that the kids with talent don’t flaunt it—how their wonderful art doesn’t get ackknowledged.
That inspired me to start a photo club, since my school doesn’t have one, but then I wondered what we’d do. Nothing. Which just bummed me out even more.